when i first listened to this song (in traffic along I-70 E) hay nako
naalala ko yung last weekend ko with zayd
he drove ulit from atlanta to st. louis just for the weekend.
come sunday afternoon when he had to go, ayun he came back sobrang sad ng face. he wanted to stay pa daw and never leave me. eh di naman pwede un. he has work pa next day... so i made him go and locked myself up sa room.
a few minutes later, paul (my officemate/housemate) knocked sa door ko. andun daw si zayd.

hayun. napapayag na ako. sige stay. pero sana wag sya antukin when he leaves ng very early morning next day.

so i woke him up at 2am. prepared breakfast for him. then un tagal namin hug sa doorway. i never wanted to let him go then. kung pwede lang sana talaga... hay

this one is for you, my husband ;-)


When You're Gone Lyrics
Artist(Band):Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lye
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok

I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
and the clothes you left, that lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok

I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah yeah
And all I ever wanted was for you to know
everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me Yeah...

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And When you're gone
The words I need to hear, will always get me through the day
And make it ok

I miss you...........

my story:

i met zayd through Auto Europa (www.autoeuropaph.com) in June 2006. i was a newbie at car clubs since I acquired my baby Vio just a few months before. i did not meet him then but we were already chatting over YM and i was constantly BRB'ing him then because he was so makulit. we planned to meet up for a beer or coffee. at one point he did ask me to meet up at Starbucks but i made up a last minute excuse to cancel :) *yes, and i really regret it now when i think about it*

unfortunately, this did not materialize since i was sent off to Italy for a project.

we'd talk everyday over IM and became fast friends.

i ran up a bill with Globe for text messaging. hehe.

when i got back in Manila, i met up with him immediately. there was something undeniable between us, the afternoon was bitin and i know we still had a lot to talk about.

the rest is history.

his story:

i saw her avatar at AEP and was interested. i notice it because her forehead was oily. i added her up at YM and started talking to her. i found out we had common friends. we were both in IT and my previous team lead was her seatmate during their graduation.

i asked her to meet up at Starbucks RCBC before she leaves work (she was on midshift then) but at the last minute she cancelled on me.

a few days later, she told me she was going away for three months for a project in Italy. i was sad and disappointed. to compensate, we'd IM and text each other. she was a delight to talk to.

when she got back, i made sure i'd take her out on a date. we clicked and we couldn't get enough talking about anything and everything. we had a lot in common and though i was younger than her, we complemented each other.

i knew i'd found the one i wanted to be with...


on an impulse, Zayd decided to drive a full 572 miles from Atlanta to St. Louis to spend Labor day weekend with me.


Saturday morning i woke up with a really beautiful blue topaz ring on my finger.


he asked me for the nth time: will you marry me?


i say yes.


and i still get the shivers when i think about it.











 

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